Lets Play Catchup

I’m still not caught up but it’s 9:30 and I still have to make my phone hot spot work and get this stuff posted and I’m so exhausted. I was hoping to post 3 posts tonight but the topic of the third post that I was going to touch on will have to wait. The post about my mom just exhausted me and I need to shower, stretch, ice my shoulder, eat a few more cookies, brush my teeth, and somehow get to bed before 10:30/11. And by bed I mean fall asleep on the couch watching a DVD because I have so little still here at my apartment. I’m so ready to be done the moving.

  1. I have updated my reading list to include the 5 most recent books I’ve read. Last week due to some very important personal issues dealing with my relationships with multiple people and trying to handle that I barely read at all. I did finish two books, this week I’ve read four books so far and I just borrowed another from my aunt that I’m going to start tomorrow. I may actually read that book twice, once to take notes & once to just read it. I’ll get to that in a bit though.
  2. I had a great vacation, immediately after coming home I was thrown right back into some bullshit I didn’t want (or need) but such is life. I’m not writing about some of that because it involves people I care about and while I choose to talk about my life and my struggle I make a very conscious effort not to talk too much about anyone else. They get to keep their lives personal if that is what they want to do (which yes most people in my life are very private and seem to view this blog as me “airing dirty laundry” – the only “dirty laundry” I intend to air is my relationship with my adoptive mother because she has caused many of my issues and I am now trying to fix those and fixing those, and share that story would be impossible without being able to write about it).
  3. I will have internet again this coming weekend. I’m super excited. Netflix here I come, I’m going to binge watch until the damn end of time (but not really).
  4. I’m in love with my new client’s horse. In reality, it’s not that new. I’ve been riding this guy for almost 6 weeks now! We’re still having “discussions” during ground work but under saddle he is so incredibly willing and fun, one of his former owners actually complimented my riding on Facebook and said that he’s not an easy ride (which he’s not) so that made me feel super awesome and I know my client is loving his progress which is awesome since I depend on her to keep me on working with him!

This quote though….

Relevant to an issue I’ll post about when I have Internet access again.

“Just so we’re clear its okay to miss people you no longer want in your life.”

– Anon (I’m unclear on the author, will figure this out on my computer.)

Back on Friday/Saturday

as of the end of this week, I’ll be back on the Internet and back to posting! So much has gone on since I haven’t had real access to Internet and updating is going to be a process but I can’t wait!

Packing (Again)

between moving out of my mom’s place haphazardly and then never going through all my junk when I moved into my house I ended up with a lot of stuff I don’t need. Or stuff I do at least want that wasn’t properly packed. This morning I got my ribbons from competing Bella packed away nicely (ish) and I cleaned out my makeup/girl crap carrying case effectively getting rid of at least 15 bottles of old old old nail polish. I’m also donating a huge bag of clothes that I don’t want/never wear and got rid of some that were just way too grungy to be donated. I’m feeling good about this. I’m going to be ready to move by the time the day gets here.